So, for some time now It may seem as though I’ve been edgy, over emotional and just plain old hyped up well…. I know why and it’s time for me to go further. It’s time that I press towards the mark of the Master’s high call. I’ve had to literally feel my way around for some years now without sufficient help from no one but God. I had to know why I was able to see, sometimes hear, and feel what others can’t. I’m afraid that I’ve been seen as a nothing and a nobody because I don’t own a fancy car and house, dress to the nines, and have boocoodles of money to dish out. How fortunate for me that God can reach out and take what mankind rejects and use them for His purpose. My journey to spiritual self discovery has been fantastic. I’m honored to accept such a position for God. Besides, NEEDING formal training I also need to go and help those that are in dire need of someone like me be it written or verbal revelation
I’ve been in and out visiting different organized places of worship but never being ultimately comfortable, if that makes sense. I’m comfortable with the Lord and marvel in His presence daily but when surrounded by congregants or a multitude of people it’s as though I can “feel” every emotion in the building and it’s as if everyone is yelling at me and I begin to “share” their emotions. That within itself can be conflicting but not necessarily in a negative way.
I’m preparing myself to accept my God given invitation into the prophetic ministry. And am in search of formal training so that I can conduct myself in a decent manner; we know that God is a man of organization and specific etiquette.
Now you know and I know so we all know where I’m preparing to go as I ease around the next corner in my life. I desire and long to be beneficial and obedient on behalf of God’s word. Being among those that know me and telling them what’s down the road for them is not practical because they don’t listen to what God has revealed to me on their behalf. With that being said I was lead to read John 4:44.
I ask that you pray for me as I step out on faith and take full responsibility for what He has for me to do.
God bless you