So, for some time now It may seem as though I’ve been edgy, over emotional and just plain old hyped up well…. I know why and it’s time for me to go further. It’s time that I press towards the mark of the Master’s high call. I’ve had to literally feel my way around for some years now without sufficient help from no one but God. I had to know why I was able to see, sometimes hear, and feel what others can’t. I’m afraid that I’ve been seen as a nothing and a nobody because I don’t own a fancy car and house, dress to the nines, and have boocoodles of money to dish out. How fortunate for me that God can reach out and take what mankind rejects and use them for His purpose. My journey to spiritual self discovery has been fantastic. I’m honored to accept such a position for God. Besides, NEEDING formal training I also need to go and help those that are in dire need of someone like me be it written or verbal revelation
I’ve been in and out visiting different organized places of worship but never being ultimately comfortable, if that makes sense. I’m comfortable with the Lord and marvel in His presence daily but when surrounded by congregants or a multitude of people it’s as though I can “feel” every emotion in the building and it’s as if everyone is yelling at me and I begin to “share” their emotions. That within itself can be conflicting but not necessarily in a negative way.
I’m preparing myself to accept my God given invitation into the prophetic ministry. And am in search of formal training so that I can conduct myself in a decent manner; we know that God is a man of organization and specific etiquette.
Now you know and I know so we all know where I’m preparing to go as I ease around the next corner in my life. I desire and long to be beneficial and obedient on behalf of God’s word. Being among those that know me and telling them what’s down the road for them is not practical because they don’t listen to what God has revealed to me on their behalf. With that being said I was lead to read John 4:44.
I ask that you pray for me as I step out on faith and take full responsibility for what He has for me to do.
God bless you
Greetings my sisters and brothers in Christ! I hope all is well with you. I just wanted to encourage you to continue to look to God for everything. Continue to pray for strength and knowledgeable guidance and wisdom for EVERY individual who has the responsibility of leadership upon them. Pray that God intervene and help them to make sound, reasonable decisions. Last, but certainly not least pray for LOVE and UNITY among ALL men.
May God bless us and keep us in these wicked days.
With much Agape Love
Thank God for the many gifts that He has bestowed upon me. I have had many dreams and visions lately. I keep a journal that has numerous entries and have come to realize that these dreams and visions are becoming more and more frequent. Despite all that I endure I still desire a higher level and a deeper understanding of Him and in Him.
JOURNAL ENTRY 05/17/2017
Last night I dreamed that I was helping a variety of people that were living lives of pure sin, no repentance was anywhere in sight for them but I entered the picture and began trying to help those people to change their lives and live for God, in the way that He wants us ALL to be free of sin. The dream was SO real. I heard a loud knock on a door that woke me up. I laid in bed waiting for another knock because I thought someone was really at the front door. We hardly have anyone to knock on our door because we have a doorbell; that lead me to Revelations 3:20.
Lord, I hear and acknowledge You. I love You above any and everyone else and if it’s Your will that I go further for Your use and purpose in these end times then so be it. It’s harvest time and I am a willing vessel unto You.
Close your eyes to the world and you’ll open the door to spiritual enLIGHTenment.
There are SOME things I’d NEVER EVER take to a church potluck; deviled eggs, devil’s food cake or anything else that devilish. Sure, I may sample these foods from time to time but no one can ever say I brought the devil to church with me besides church services are Heavenly affairs and the devil is not invited.
Just a little bit of Heavenly humor😇😇
The Circus is in town!! I’m currently working on hand binding several, chapbook copies that I’ll consider limited editions. Stay tuned for the official release of Circus and your chance to snag a copy of this hand bound, special edition.
I hate that I’ ve been delayed with this but things happen in life that we have no control over, the best way to get back on track is to try your hardest to bounce back.
Philippians 4:13King James Version (KJV)
I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
I’d like to take this time to wish all father’s a very Happy Father’s Day. I would also like to say Happy Father’s Day to God. Am I the only one to realize the fact that if there were no God there would have been no Jesus?! So, Happy Father’s Day God and thank You for sacrificing Your son, Jesus Christ without either of you there would be no Holy Ghost because we would have no need for “a comforter” but without you there would be no Jesus and without Jesus there would be no opportunity to choose eternal life of everlasting torment. I’ve chosen life……in Heaven.
I can’t wait to see You.
His Lady In Waiting,
And to my brothers (and sisters) in Christ Much Agape Love,
They say there’s no sense in crying over spilled milk but I beg to differ– there have been MANY MANY days that I’ve looked into my “me mirror” and sobbed uncontrollably on the inside. I’m NOT ego tripping, I’ve already looked into my “ego mirror” and there’s nothing going on there but an empty canvas, with no plans for nothing new any time soon.
Just an honest reality check.
To the most highest SIR, (JESUS)
With love always from Your lady in waiting
And…to the rest of you with much agape love,